May 2011
1 post
Too long I’ve been afraid of losing love I guess I’ve lost. Well, if that’s love it comes at much too high a cost.
March 2011
4 posts
If you haven’t already noticed, I suck at having fun. Your kind of fun. Illegal drugs, drinking, sleeping with various members of the opposite sex, hanging out with the guys, driving fast, lying. I’m not good at reckless fun. Your version of fun and my version of fun are totally different. Yeah when I went into this I wanted to have fun cause I was pretty positive we weren’t...
Learn from this. Don’t go throwing the word love around. It’s what I live for. When I’m alone and I feel like the loneliest person alive. When I feel like maybe this life isn’t worth it. When I feel like maybe I should just give on everything and end it I think that somewhere out there is a guy who will make me happy. Who will give me all the love he’s capable of...
webros2k12 asked: what movie is that wheatus video from? i was watching it the other night on comedy central and had no idea what the name was.
February 2011
9 posts
Valentine’s day. What a joke. Here I am making a mix cd of 15 love songs to give to you and though they’re all about love, not one of them reminds me of you. Of us. But I’m making it anyway. Tomorrow I’m going to get you a teddy bear that I’ll tell myself you’ll sleep with every night and then I’ll make cupcakes. Each decorated like a different candy heart...
b1tcht1tz asked: dear alex, are we both on tumblr in school? chaaaampions.
Is love supposed to be easy?
I'm never giving up. Promise.
Letting go.
“Accept that some days you are the pigeon, and some days you are the statue.”
– Dilbert
January 2011
17 posts
Free at last, free at last...
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You want a break. How long until the “up”?
The hardest part is letting go
“The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved - loved for...”
This Jean Jacket thing is soo not funny anymore...
I feel better.
We defined love. Love - To care very much for, feel deep affection for, hold very dear, adore, think the world of, be devoted to, dote on, idolize, worship; be in love with, be infatuated with, be smitten with, be besotted with. Then we eliminated what love isn’t for us right now.
-adore
-think the world of
-dote on
-idolize
-worship
-smitten with
It may not be love love just yet. It...
Ouch. So this is what a broken heart feels like.
I am so tired of this. If I had a nickel for every time you made me cry, I’d be rich.
Lie to me.
I’m sick of all this brutally honest crap. My self esteem can’t handle it.
Why is it every time I pour my heart out, you're...
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in...”
– Moulin Rouge
You know what makes me feel like crap? When somebody tells me they aren’t going to treat me any better than the last girl they loved and then calls me clingy. I’m gunna go cry my eyes out now
Like snickers, guaranteed to satisfy
I have a secret love affair with sunshine
Maine is driving me crazy
I have a bad habit of eating candy and ice cream for breakfast.
When I actually do make real breakfast, I make it in my underwear
I never study in study hall
I love reading but I never read books assigned for school
I always try to avoid the stem of lettuce
I don’t like pb&j
I normally read with one eye open...
The Challenge
day 1- a recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
day 2- the meaning behind your tumblr name
day 3- a picture of you and your friends
day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have
day 5- a picture of somewhere you’ve been to
day 6- favorite super hero and why
day 7- a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
day 8- short term goals for this month...
I’m floating under water. Deeper. Losing me. Who am I? When does my life begin? Is this all there is? I feel like I’m immersed in the ocean. I don’t know what’s up or east or north. I’m just swimming nowhere. Getting knocked over by wave after wave. I don’t even know what I’m looking for.
Is this what it’s supposed to feel like?